Currently

Father, I am weak. I cannot run for now. Even to walk I feel hard to do. Lift me up, please. I am talking to You now while I'm typing at this blog. It is so much burden inside my heart, my brain, my physical, and my soul. I really feel that my faith is being test. Here I want to tell You Dad, I really..really..need You to comfort me. Cheer me up, Dad. I wish I could cry now but I can't. It seems that I should wait another ton of burden to make me to start crying. This is what I feel right now.

I have to memorize several songs, and their actions too to make Your children happy during that day, Dad. My friend just text me in my mobile phone to cheer me up. She said that I should be thankful and grateful that even though You know I am suffer right now, You still give me trust to handle the songs in two sessions. Whatever it is, I will stay in my faith to You. I believe that something great will be happen after this. Hold my hand, Dad. Thanks for listening to my prayer. Amen.