An Idea

I have an idea. It seems that I have to show up with this giggling idea in my mind but I have to figure out things thoroughly before I make everyone convinced with my idea. Everyone has at least an idea in their life, right?

Ideas appeared randomly in my mind. It's not possible for us to say that only if that you are genius-type person then you can interpret your idea in well-order or strategic style. I was in a talk, when the preacher said that don't be afraid to dream big, because all successful person around the world once happened to has a big dream, at least one! It is just the matter of efforts, strong determination, and motivation that brought them to the finishing well in their achievement. I truly inspired by a lot of successful man who had change this world. They are the historymakers!! Nobody born to be just an ordinary man/woman. Each of us have the power to change the world into a better place. Even people can change the world into a worse place to live in. It is our decision to lead our life. Lastly, we have to surrender to GOD for only His wills to be done.

Pray and Get

Many of my prayers have been answered by God, when I prayed in Jesus' name. When I ask for talent, I got the talent; when I ask for money, He gave me money; when I ask for good result, He gave me a good result. So many things yet to be written in this blog. I want to share this to you because only in Jesus, everything is possible. Nothing is impossible!

Currently

Father, I am weak. I cannot run for now. Even to walk I feel hard to do. Lift me up, please. I am talking to You now while I'm typing at this blog. It is so much burden inside my heart, my brain, my physical, and my soul. I really feel that my faith is being test. Here I want to tell You Dad, I really..really..need You to comfort me. Cheer me up, Dad. I wish I could cry now but I can't. It seems that I should wait another ton of burden to make me to start crying. This is what I feel right now.

I have to memorize several songs, and their actions too to make Your children happy during that day, Dad. My friend just text me in my mobile phone to cheer me up. She said that I should be thankful and grateful that even though You know I am suffer right now, You still give me trust to handle the songs in two sessions. Whatever it is, I will stay in my faith to You. I believe that something great will be happen after this. Hold my hand, Dad. Thanks for listening to my prayer. Amen.

Bible Study - Collosians

Today I learnt about the book of Collosians in a fellowship.

Collosians:

1. Prioritize human philosophy

2. Practicing Judaistic Ceremonialisme in Collose

3. Living on Angel Worship

4. Asceticism

Why did Paul wrote to Collosians:

1. Remind them not to relapse (fall back to sin)

2. Be God-centered, not self-centered

3. Direct their attention to Jesus Christ

4. Jesus in the midst of them

There's a lot more. To study bible is about the wisdom that you will get from it, not the perfect answer, unless GOD give you a clear vision or a rigid wisdom on it.

GOD bless us all!~

My Weaknesses are my Weapons

You know why I said 'My Weakness is my Weapon'?

Our weaknesses always make us down. A lot of stories that I've heard from everyone that I been talked to said that their weaknesses were the reason why they sometimes couldn't reach their goal(s). Me too, experienced the same way. But now, I want to get you agree with me that our weaknesses is actually the greatest tool or weapon to beat down the devil!

In my whole life until today, I didn't realized that my weaknesses are my weapons, where the devil had controlled my 'weapons' for a long time before. One of my weaknesses is fear of standing in front of a crowd, i.e public speaking, worship leader, individual performance, or even to read a portion of a text for a few seconds (unless I am really afraid of the teacher). At the same time, I had a dream, to be a worship leader in a church. So what I did? Pray hard. I always mentioned that thing in my prayer because I am confident with my vocal tone and range that I want to serve GOD with my voice, which is a gift. So, until one day I was asked by my youth leader at my church to handle a praise & worship team on Sunday service, for a huge congregation. That was really my first time and my heart and mind was out of confidence on the stage! First time was really hurt for me. As the time passed by, now I already have what I dream before. Weapon? I already overcome the particular fear and the devil no more have a big chance to accuse me on that area, unless I get further from Him.

This topic appeared in my mind last week on Saturday. Last week was a bad week for me! I really crawling to find out my joy in my heart, because my life was full with pressures! As I prayed, God remind me, whatever happens on me, it's just because He wants me to experience that before I go back to heaven. My life on earth is just as a workplace/playground/field/whatever you want to call it, because sooner when I go back to heaven, nothing from this world will I experience anymore in heaven. Good or bad, everything is for my goodness from Him. To beat the devil is by beating down my fear/weaknesses.

So, let us think about this. It might not easy for us to handle hardships in our life, but we have to change our paradigm. The bible says "Don't worry" 365 times in the scriptures, which is equal to 365 days a year. Thus, each day should be no worry!

Hahaha...stay blessed everyone!!! GOD bless you!!~:D

I Love Them All

I love my community in RYC (Relevant Youth Community). They're many of them for me to mention their names in this post. We are so close to each other and that close relationship makes me feel like I'm home, with my family, with the brothers and sisters, and pastors as my spiritual daddy and mummy..hahaa...how grateful am I to GOD!~

As I already been in the community, I learned a lot of things. The brothers and sisters really help me to grow up. If I have problems, I will share them with someone in the community that I very close to. Sometimes I'll share my past life with a group of people, which sometimes took hours for sharing. At the end, I really felt free. It was an awesome feeling after the sharing because, you know, I really felt that they are my own family, like at home! To them I trust, with them I shared, in them is love which I can really trust and lean to. I really believed that the love of GOD is really there in the community. My vision is to help this community to grow, quantitatively and qualitatively, for the Glory of GOD. It is not merely a community, but it is a family, where I can put my trust, believe, and commitment.

So far, I have my own very-close-ones in RYC: Aldrin and Jefferson. Both of them are two young men to my concern. We trust to each other our problems, commitments, and when one of us had committed sin, we rose him up by giving advices, motivational talks, and prayers. So far we hadn't committed any material for arousing back our spirit. Follow ups were not consistent. I don't know why, but I think it's because we were busy with our assignments, studies, or personal life which full of emotional and paradigm challenges. Even though I called it the very-close-ones, but I don't mean to leave others behind from my concern. Anyway, it cost our time, space, commitment, and consistency. I realized that I'm a normal human being which sometimes indirectly neglected their importance.

I like RYC again because there are a lot of events (actually they are organized by the church's ministries). One of the famous event is Futsal SIB KL Lake City. It was attended by many SIB churches. There were so many participants took part in the games and I felt really awesome during the event. The semi-final, quarter-final and final part were really tight. You know what I mean, when all teams were trying very hard to grab the top level, that really hot. Finally everyone was enjoyed the moment together, instead of being in the church's auditorium, we gathered in the....Seven Sport Futsal Courts!! Hahahaha...awesome...

Lastly, I want to thank everyone that support me directly and indirectly for my growth in faith, kingdom's paradigm, attitude, and skills. I am really grateful for GOD had put me in KL and put me in a family like this which I can say, awesome! It is awesome because I have an awesome GOD, Jesus Himself, in this family.

Enjoy the blessed day with The Great Father=)!!~~

Germany's friend of mine

I met a guy in a train yesterday. He's a German. Wanna know the story?

Okay. While I'm standing in the train, I'm interested to my glance upon a free seat (means that nobody lah on the seat..). But there was a little chocolate-splash (and I thought it was Milo..or..Dutch Lady's chocolate milk..) on the seat. As a guy next to the seat observed me, then he said, "It's not me. I just know it", with a guilty expression. "Owh, it's okay" I said. I remain stood up holding the steel pole. Immediately I observed a kind action from him.....he tore up his newspaper and wipe out the splash and gesturing me to sit down. I sat next to him gratefully.

After a short conversation with him, I found that he is friendly. He came from Germany, but currently staying Thailand. He came to Malaysia for business management. He is major in Computer Programming. He was interested when I said my major university is in Biotechnology of Plant because he also likes biotechnology. He was there in South Africa during the World Cup 2010 and commented that African are not ready for such huge event. All teams are playing bad and not performing very well, he said. Talking about Germany's football team, he commented they did well, but still need more training and upgrading their skills.

What a day in a train. We talked along the way like nobody around us...lol!~

I think I need to meet a lot more new friends out there to create a nationwide network.

Gonna see what's next..=)

Hye..everyone!! Wallaaaaa....this pic was taken during our 'Back To School' event at SIB KL Lake City. Our theme is 'Back To School', and that's why our attire at that time was totally schoolish one!! Hahahahahaaa.....you see, I'm the one holding the purple tie with jaws opened wide..I'm really enjoy the time and I really love the moment!

Tell you what, this will gonna be my next testimony ever, it change my point of view of the youth life should be. We can't deny that youth life is more to entertainment, happy-go-lucky and some sort of things like that. You see, the pic above revealed of how much entertainment that I involved with. Is it wrong to get involve with such occasion? Nobody says ti wrong, unless you do it in a wrong way! I did and do involve in entertainment....for GOD! Hey people, you might say I'm privilege enough to have such community like that, pop-out here and there, aggressive and radical one when touched about Christian youth. Well, then, I say, yes for sure! Every youth should enjoy their life in youth-like life with having a very intimate relationship with GOD, our Father.

Anyone having trouble(s) with their life? What? You say you believe in Jesus but yet still having A LOT of troubles? Yeah, for sure for those who being loved by Him should be build up. Troubles are bad, hot, suffered, but yet giving us the opportunity to grow up.

Friends, wherever we are by the moment, as a Christian fellow we should encourage each other so that each of us will be strengthen up. In Jesus, there's unity. Our politicians in our country spend BILLIONS of Ringgits for UNITY. Simply believe in Jesus, cost nothing, can guarantee our unity, Amen? I invite every Christian people to pray together and put our hearts to Jesus Christ and pray for the nation in our country. You see the pic above? Tell me how many races are there in just a single picture? Praise the Lord, in Him we unite. In the picture was people of Lundayeh(myself), Lun Bawang, Kayan, Dusun, Rungus, Iban, Chinese, Berawan, Kelabit, Chinese, and even Orang Asli from Perak also in the picture and many more. I'm so much in love with this picture because it proves the love of GOD is with us at that time and forever until we raised up to heaven!

Come on, we can make the entertainment as part of our life by making Jesus as our focus point. Make an intimate relationship with Him. Most of my prayers were answered, and yet some are in progress to be totally answered. I can feel it, because He keep telling me that. Thanks Father, Lord.

Last but not least, love your neighbours, family, colleagues, and friends (and whoever you want to add). Forget the past which hurt you, and forgive those people who massacred your heart and ruined your life before. Remember, each of us are having tests from God. Nobody's perfect. Love y'all!!~~~ 1 Malaysia, 1 Christ. Amen.=)

BFF at Labuan Matriculation College (LMC) 2008/2009

This is us! From your right (without the 3 kids..lol..): Felicity, Mike, Joanmae, Almuhsen, Daniel Chee, and me. We are best friends throughout the year. We all met in the same tutorial class, H2T11. The 4 guys there were always being together each day and we'd shared a lot of things. It was fun to have 'em all as my friends. We have a common hobby: sticking at Sarnaz cafe while eating 'goreng pisang' (fried floured banana). lol...let me tell you several things that I knew and I could share with you..We start with Mike. He was born on the same date as mine, July 8th. We got the same birthday!! Whoooaaa.........We're at the same age. He's a Sarawakian from Bintulu. He likes modern dance, especially Breakdance. he's very talented in that area of dancing and I was once watched him at a performance during The Prom Night, with the song 'Apologize' by The Republic. He was awesome with together with his team. He's cool, low-tempered guy and he is the guy who always being with me as compared with the others because we got the same titles/topics to talk about..hahaha...Daniel is a year older than me. He is from Sandakan, Sabah, and a mixed chinese-sino guy. He is a happening guy like you won't have your attention out of him when he was in the midst of his spoke! Hahahaa....such a talkative guy suppose. In contrary, I'm not like him, I always such kind of 'lack of story' to be spoken about. But doesn't mean that we don't have an idea-crowded moment together. You got it? owh man.....lol.....it's always! He was a Two Years Program student in LMC. He likes to play DOTA, a very popular PC Games of the year in LMC. But I don't know how to play that dung! How could they totally impressed with the 'dung'??? Hahahahaa....I like Command & Conquer. It's just like DOTA, a strategy game, but this one was a real war, not a fantasy one. Almuhsen, nicknamed Sein, is a Sarawakian from Mukah. He also a talkative guy. I like both of them, Daniel & Sein because they make the scenario came to live and we sometimes(oftenly) enjoyed the pot-pet....lol....Sein likes to play 'Devil May Cry', also one of the most popular games in LMC during our era. The best part of him was he always spend us foods, drinks, time, and energy with us. That thing made our friendships tight like hell!! Hahahaha......All of us are in Facebook. Just type the name that written here at the upper row(s).

Now about the two young ladies there. Felicity is from Bintulu, Sarawak. She's now running her medical course at UNIMAS. One of my friend, other than those in the picture, hell-assume that we're coupled. I said to that person(her),"Hahahahaaaaa......no lah..". I didn't know how could she said that, because we never hang-out together. I just took it easy, and I said, thank you. Hehe...felicity was a LMC's model for advertising and LMC's mags. She's brilliant with a single 4.00 GPA each semester, which listed her with the CGPA of 4.00 of LMC. Joanmae and Felicity and Mike are Iban. Sein is Melanau, and I'm Lundayeh. Joanmae is such a strict person, but still got some humor value with her. One common thing shared by all of them..is...they called me Mac!~~~~~ Nice name, nice calls, nice feeling, nice view....haha....okay,enough. I want to have rest now after an hour and a half examination. God bless all the readers! (^_^)"

Nice Pics

Yeah....actually I'm not in crush with her OK. This remarkable pic was taken during the leaving departure from Genting Highlands after 2 days 1 night there to accomplished the LIFESHAKERS event ran by SIB Lake City. It was an biannual event which is organised once in each semester, following the College's/University's calendar. That girl next to me is Elis(her nickname), but I forgot to ask her real name. That is the last time I saw her and of fortunate I took a snap with her using my SONY Cybershot 10.0mp. I don't know until now where the heck she stay and which church she commit with. She seems a sweet teenage girl with a very sweet smile on her face, makes me wonder how could she made it? If you see, my appearance is just simple, simple plan,..lol...the green T-shirt that i wore is RYC's t-shirt. RYC stand for Relevant Youth Community. At first I'm not really impressed with the cloth..but sooner after that I found that I looked pretty smart and gorgeous with that kind of stuff wrapped up my abdominal part. Can you see that?? Hahahahaa.......Just kidding anyway. Oh ya, the gondola behind us is the best part. Tell you what, our event is with the same time with an event ran by the FGA Petaling Jaya, but that one is a mixed-age event which not restricted to only youth. Like LIFESHAKERS, it's only for youth and half-youth people. Haha..I mean those who are 24 and up. The cap that I wore is still with me now. That was the second cap with the same design and size with the previous one, which was lost and buried in an old story together with my blue jacket's history. Both them leave me without a single message! Meaning that they're lost. Hehe....anyway, I like this pic. Thanks cybershot!

This is another pic at gondola station in Genting Highlands. From your left: Me, May, and Elly. The tree behind us is just a replica. I like its design and decoration around it. We are in the same age, 19, and became friends since secondary school in MRSM Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Both them are Dusun and I'm a Lundayeh. You see the 'black thing' held by May? That's my cybershot actually. Haha...yeah, it worth me RM499 from Midvalley KL. This is May's idea to take our pic in front of the escalator! It's not a mirror you know..it's a metal plate covering the whole sides of the escalator. Nice right? Hehe...I like this picture too. So, if you want to join us at LIFESHAKERS in the future, just call me or text-ing me in Facebook, SMS, e-mail, or through any techniques..lol...Good Day!! Holllaa...!~~

During the semester break 2009

I got a lot of fun during the break! Thank God for His kindness. This pictures are taken in the same day I reached Kota Kinabalu, Sabah, for the beginning my semester break 2009. My family took me at the Terminal 2 Air Asia Airport and we direct to my aunt's house at Putatan. After about an hour rest, we went to GRAND Hotel at 1Borneo Hypermall for a party. My aunt said that the party was actually been arrange annually for her school's teachers. As she is the principle of the school, so she invited us to join the party! Well, the story is, several teachers are not around and we were invited to fill up the 'free seat'. But the top picture is not taken at the hotel. It was during the Annual Dinner of SIB Inanam at a known Seafood Restaurant in Bundusan, Penampang. The other four, yes, taken at the hotel.

The second picture is me and Wynessa, third picture is me, well, you know that(hehe..), the fourth picture is me and my grandma, Uan, and the last picture is Pearla and Wynessa. Tell you what, I was very fortunate to have such great moments and happenings during my break because all I got during that moments was the very delicious meals! haha....furthermore, I felt like I was appreciated by God for that He gave me comforts and happiness with my family and relatives. It seems like a welcoming party for me, in fact i wasn't.Haha....I like it. As in the 1st pic, my dad(Lasung) is on my left, my mum(Delty) is on my right, and my aunt, Auren is on my mum's right. The dinner actually was the 'Makan Amal SIB Inanam Tahun 2009'. I just like the meals, not really for the ceremony arrangements. Ask others for that.lol...